You know your own reality!
You have nothing to prove to anyone!
Whatever makes you feel good......do that!
You have nothing to prove to anyone!
Whatever makes you feel good......do that!
Sunday, November 24, 2019
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NO! How can one 'DAMN' the reality!?
The fact that you are writing what you are writing
how can one get you away with the trauma that you
are inflicting on me and my family!
Reality should NOT be damned!
It shall be taken to the courts!
There shall be complaints!
The fact that you are writing what you are writing
how can one get you away with the trauma that you
are inflicting on me and my family!
Reality should NOT be damned!
It shall be taken to the courts!
There shall be complaints!
Wednesday, November 13, 2019
mashallah! subhanallh! ;p
जी हाँ हुज़ूर मैं काम करता हूँ ; मैं प्रतिदिन काम करता हूँ ,
ये काम मैंने कल किया था ; ये काम कुछ 18 घंटों का था ,
mashallah! subhanallh! ;p
फूल और पंछी की बातें तो करे मत
हाथ की 'रेखा' की बातें होती है सब !
प्रिये परवीन! खैर वह तो मरा हुआ पंछी है!
कैसे मरा, क्यू मरा details मैं न जाए तो बेहतर!
फूल और पंछी की बातें तो करे मत
हाथ की 'रेखा' की बातें होती है सब !
प्रिये परवीन! खैर वह तो मरा हुआ पंछी है!
कैसे मरा, क्यू मरा details मैं न जाए तो बेहतर!
!
And even today I have friends who provide me
a roof to stay when I face some serious problem
and who do not give a damn about my 'fabulous art'!
So we are done with this 'ARTIST' argument!
They have a trust in me and I trust them!
and most importantly they do not make smiling faces
while talking to me on my face and make disgusting faces as soon as
they they turn their backs!
Thats the difference!
and they use their mobiles for calling and stuff!
There are no signs and coincidences, when I am around them!
a roof to stay when I face some serious problem
and who do not give a damn about my 'fabulous art'!
So we are done with this 'ARTIST' argument!
They have a trust in me and I trust them!
and most importantly they do not make smiling faces
while talking to me on my face and make disgusting faces as soon as
they they turn their backs!
Thats the difference!
and they use their mobiles for calling and stuff!
There are no signs and coincidences, when I am around them!
!
And yes! whatever 10% the eye problem is there
is because I do not trust you! with the phone and the
technology that you carry! to spread things!
I am a normal human being its natural to get annoyed!
'HENCE' the eye problem (5 - 10%)
Nothing more!
Half of my anxiety problems are the parcel of your
blog! and stalking that happened for
2 years in the US!
and yes the laptop camera!? did you forget about that!?
There are many things that I need to remind you!
Don't get me started!
is because I do not trust you! with the phone and the
technology that you carry! to spread things!
I am a normal human being its natural to get annoyed!
'HENCE' the eye problem (5 - 10%)
Nothing more!
Half of my anxiety problems are the parcel of your
blog! and stalking that happened for
2 years in the US!
and yes the laptop camera!? did you forget about that!?
There are many things that I need to remind you!
Don't get me started!
!
I am going to say this for the last time!
Appearing on some unknown blog after having almost every
personal/ professional conversation is mentally exhausting!
I thought this was over. But I spoke too soon!
I am getting extreme, acute anxiety by even a
single mention on your blog!
Its not possible for me to endure to your rubbish opinions that
you cast about me each night. It gives me stress to live
a regular life. This is common sense! who would want to be stalked
by a blog. This has to stop!
I have people who find me a good company and not for being the 'artist'
but for the person that I am!
and there are people who know me well before 2010!
and who will take my side!
They do not want me to get reduced to some
'colour' vomiting machine, The 'Great' Artist!!
I am entitled to a normal personal life and
it will happen when you stop stalking me!
so please spare me your gracious five
minutes of mentions on the blog!
'Equality' of what and whom? what direction are you taking
this conversation to! Better stay in your limits!
And I am the one who should be asking the question to you
that who gave you this permission to stalk me?
You mediated a few days back, nice of you, let's get over and done with!
I am great person and my worth does not lie in what art I create!
so stop giving me backhanded compliments, I am a girl who is
past eight is suffering through something and art is JUST a part of
my life.
the constant mention over your blog is ruining my personal life!
I do not need your assistance!
and improvement shall happen once you stop mentioning
me on your BLOODY blog! ONLY then!
I am no divine who will go around the city
knowing there is a blog writing things about me
and not get affected by it!
'Salvation' my foot! For past eight years I haven't had a meal not thinking
about the wats app group over which you guys are stalking me! Give me your phones
to check!? ......and let's see who is the better 'company'!
Five minutes of podium get over in five minutes.
Rest of the time which is free, which did not go in the past eight
years as I planned, wouldn't blame it for anyone but my own temper!
Yes! I meditate! You got a problem with that?
And I cannot go in offices and other places back of the mind
thinking that I you might write about me!
I do not need any mention on your blog!
I do not want to go in more mental disturbance by these constant mentions!
This has to stop!
To many more victorious moves!
You better not double down on this sir!
Stop here, at once!
No one has the time for the temper tantrums you throw each night on your blog!
Appearing on some unknown blog after having almost every
personal/ professional conversation is mentally exhausting!
I thought this was over. But I spoke too soon!
I am getting extreme, acute anxiety by even a
single mention on your blog!
Its not possible for me to endure to your rubbish opinions that
you cast about me each night. It gives me stress to live
a regular life. This is common sense! who would want to be stalked
by a blog. This has to stop!
I have people who find me a good company and not for being the 'artist'
but for the person that I am!
and there are people who know me well before 2010!
and who will take my side!
They do not want me to get reduced to some
'colour' vomiting machine, The 'Great' Artist!!
I am entitled to a normal personal life and
it will happen when you stop stalking me!
so please spare me your gracious five
minutes of mentions on the blog!
'Equality' of what and whom? what direction are you taking
this conversation to! Better stay in your limits!
And I am the one who should be asking the question to you
that who gave you this permission to stalk me?
You mediated a few days back, nice of you, let's get over and done with!
I am great person and my worth does not lie in what art I create!
so stop giving me backhanded compliments, I am a girl who is
past eight is suffering through something and art is JUST a part of
my life.
the constant mention over your blog is ruining my personal life!
I do not need your assistance!
and improvement shall happen once you stop mentioning
me on your BLOODY blog! ONLY then!
I am no divine who will go around the city
knowing there is a blog writing things about me
and not get affected by it!
'Salvation' my foot! For past eight years I haven't had a meal not thinking
about the wats app group over which you guys are stalking me! Give me your phones
to check!? ......and let's see who is the better 'company'!
Five minutes of podium get over in five minutes.
Rest of the time which is free, which did not go in the past eight
years as I planned, wouldn't blame it for anyone but my own temper!
Yes! I meditate! You got a problem with that?
And I cannot go in offices and other places back of the mind
thinking that I you might write about me!
I do not need any mention on your blog!
I do not want to go in more mental disturbance by these constant mentions!
This has to stop!
To many more victorious moves!
You better not double down on this sir!
Stop here, at once!
No one has the time for the temper tantrums you throw each night on your blog!
Thursday, November 7, 2019
Tuesday, November 5, 2019
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It's the response to failure that matters.
Its saying that if one approach does not work,
another will or might!
Failure gives me greater incentive to greater exertion!
hard work, which will lead one to success sooner or later!
so do fail, its alright to fail!
you have to know and learn that
life is not a checklist of acquisitions,
attainments and fulfilment,
life is sometimes difficult and complicated!
The humility to know it will help you survive
its vicissitudes!
But I don't want to sound dark.
I want you to retain a lifelong love of learning!
That you never cease to dream exciting and inspiring dreams!
and when you fail, I hope you fail well enough to succeed the next time!
Don't be afraid of being afraid!
be afraid of not facing your fears and failures!
Its saying that if one approach does not work,
another will or might!
Failure gives me greater incentive to greater exertion!
hard work, which will lead one to success sooner or later!
so do fail, its alright to fail!
you have to know and learn that
life is not a checklist of acquisitions,
attainments and fulfilment,
life is sometimes difficult and complicated!
The humility to know it will help you survive
its vicissitudes!
But I don't want to sound dark.
I want you to retain a lifelong love of learning!
That you never cease to dream exciting and inspiring dreams!
and when you fail, I hope you fail well enough to succeed the next time!
Don't be afraid of being afraid!
be afraid of not facing your fears and failures!
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