I have born with the riches...
lived in the clouds..
wearing silk sarees around my fancy house,
socialites and high profiles...
though my feet searching for the ground...
I long for the scent,
when a raindrop touches
parched earth,
and the soil becomes
scented clay....
promising a blossom,
of champa, bouganvalle and marigolds
I step out of my fancy car...
and I see you...
with your cotton shirt,
holding your sociology notes...
your hands so rugged,
your eyes at unease,
leading a demonstration,
orating young minds....
You look at me...
like a snob drunk with
inheritance,
I shall convince
you that I am yours
and ready step down
my princess crown...
I am basking
in your conviction,
that's hell bent on
changing the world,
from a class divide,
corruption to idealism.
You are no Angry young man,
no Mahatma, just a young blood
driven with an idea
of independence...
You are busy saving our free nation,
Though I have found my wings with you,
my champa, mogra and marigolds in
my tiny balcony.....
resting my peaceful head in your lap....
on a Sunday afternoon..
I am happy, satisfied....that a mango tree shadow
is just across our tiny house..
and on an unfortunate day you meet
my rich father, who offer you some
cheques...and humiliates you for
your cotton shirt.....
You are feeling inadequate and
you change your cotton shirt,
your new car suffocates me,
and you buy a house
again in the clouds.
Your satis shirt makes your body scratch,
and you forget to bow to your school teacher..
you are too busy earning money...
and I am waiting for my lover,
like a piece of fancy furniture..
in a corner...
Your means are wrong,
although you are rich,
I have been robbed of my ideals
and my corrupt lover is the thief..
I'd rather be a single mother
although I am terrified as if
a woman with a child stuck in the
middle of the ocean.
I thought you gave me this earth,
but you are nothing more than a storm
that has drenched my existence,
and your shady means left me with shivers..
I am leaving with a suitcase,
packed with my cotton suits..
you hold me back...saying
I shall take you to the soil
to our small house...
You were no angry young man,
no mahatma,
just a young man searching for truth....
who I loved
and you are wearing your old cotton shirt....
- Nirzara Verulkar
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